Breaking Point.

My hearts been beaten and bruised, it's torn and weak. I've had people see right through me and act like I wasn't there. Had people used me and walk all over, treating me like dirt. I've never been the one to complain, but soon I won't be able to handle it. I'm silently screaming and no one can hear me or shut me out. It's as if it doesn't stop my heart will bend too much and shatter completly. That's when I reach my breaking point.

I'm Yours

I've never really been sure of when I started to doubt things. I guess you can call me a big spectic these days. Like the whole thing about how God made the planet in a couple of days or the Big Bang theory. Believing if their is a big guy named God in the sky or the theory of Gaia and how it claims Earth is a single, self-regulating organism. Whether love exists or if it's hormones causing the brain to devolop such feelings. Sometimes I wonder how sadness, anger, greed, lust, happiness, etc. can co-exist in a single human being without causing them to go insane with confusion. How a person could want to cry yet smile at the same time. How something so beautiful can exist in something so plain. Sometimes I think I ask too many questions, want too many answers. I guess I'll never get these answers because I'm coming to realize lately, that I can't get these answers from my parents or my teachers or my friends. That I'm the only person that can answer this questions, the only one that can ease my curious soul.



"If there's one thing I've learned about people, it's that many will do anything, anything not to die. And they'll do anything to keep from living their life." -- Tuck Everlasting






I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue
But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours
--Jason Mraz<3